Every so often I find myself feeling as if I’ve lost something. I begin to search my pockets, checking on my keys, my wallet and the tokens I carry with me. I’ve not lost anything over the past few days (except my spectacles, which I kept by my bed yesterday and can’t find today, I suspect I’ve been sleep-walking, something I’ve never done before), in fact I’ve carried things with me I shouldn’t have. This is a sense of loss, but I can’t say what I’m to make of it, I may have partial explanations that rest on received conceptions of the self, but nothing firm. Meanwhile I continue to search my pockets every so often. It isn’t a part of me that’s missing, but an appendage I use to function in the world.